Crazy about you & you I told myself not to write this entry because it might not make sense to anyone but me, but then again, which entry did? Also this is so gonna help for future reflections upon myself. Three days. Nine friends. Lots of fun. Crazy family. Fell in love all over again.Twice. More like crushes. Now that i think about them. Well after this three day heaven, i was ready to let go of everything. If everything went downhill from there, it was ok. But then Ronald told me three words that slapped my face...when i told him how i felt. He said he had the same feelings when he has fun too, but he said "not for long" Ouch! how could i have been so stupid? For a person who always believed in momentary emotions, I of all people gave way to a perpetual answer for my life. Sometimes its good to say things out instead of keeping them in your head. coz someone else will straighten you out...and eventually you get what the person is saying. I want to say so much, but i can't find the person to say it, and even if i did, i wouldn't make any sense coz what ever i say is just based on possibilites and not facts. I tend to stray away from facts because i know they can't be bent or extended. They are not expendable like possibilites. Hence i feel safer in a world of possibilities. Also i am finally coming into realisation that if you want something bad, you gotta work for it, not just think about it in that damn head of yours...like i have done for many many years. Ok there's a nice tamil movie i gotta go watch it now ....ahaha see ya my bitches.....(as though someone is reading ahahahaha) :-> oh as for my title...i'll tell ya when i tell ya....  ¶ 10:20 PM