Saturday, February 25, 2006
HITHERTO THOU SHALT COME, BUT NO FURTHER
Ever said that before? I feel as though I have been saying all my life, or better yet, doing it all my life.
Every step I have taken is to bring myself closer to you. Powerful. Yet I have never done before nor do I want to.
How far would you share your life? I would still keep secrets, no fun giving it all away. Let somethings die with you I say. Barrier. Inner cirlce. My space.
Bitter fool! Drown in your own thoughts, that is what you have become. Thinking is a never ending process, yet you seem to delve into it more and more each time it comes to you. You create fear, possibilities, boundaries that no one but yourself can understand. Your head is exploding with much thought that you can't decide what to do next. You are so over consumed with what others think and do, that you have left yourself behind to rot in the board daylight. Once you were sane, but now what have you done to yourself. You closed the doors that give light, that give warmth. You chased away the ones that mean most to you.
You have no one.
A great mind you think you are, but how long will this sharade continue? What are you doing next. Thinking again? Rushing into things?
Help you...
No one is listening, why go on? What is THIS purpose going to carry if for no one understands you. Have you become so high that you feel you have moved further away from now and more into the realistic future? Or are you standing still.
Music. The sanity of life.
You are wasteful you know. No one is listening. No one is going to call you. No one talks to you. No one wants to be with you. Because you are a psycho. A person who does not have control over his own thoughts and runs away everything there is a problem. Why have you become so, let me help you. Let me come into further then now. First ask the question, who is yourself? and answer................................................ ¶ 9:14 PM
Every step I have taken is to bring myself closer to you. Powerful. Yet I have never done before nor do I want to.
How far would you share your life? I would still keep secrets, no fun giving it all away. Let somethings die with you I say. Barrier. Inner cirlce. My space.
Bitter fool! Drown in your own thoughts, that is what you have become. Thinking is a never ending process, yet you seem to delve into it more and more each time it comes to you. You create fear, possibilities, boundaries that no one but yourself can understand. Your head is exploding with much thought that you can't decide what to do next. You are so over consumed with what others think and do, that you have left yourself behind to rot in the board daylight. Once you were sane, but now what have you done to yourself. You closed the doors that give light, that give warmth. You chased away the ones that mean most to you.
You have no one.
A great mind you think you are, but how long will this sharade continue? What are you doing next. Thinking again? Rushing into things?
Help you...
No one is listening, why go on? What is THIS purpose going to carry if for no one understands you. Have you become so high that you feel you have moved further away from now and more into the realistic future? Or are you standing still.
Music. The sanity of life.
You are wasteful you know. No one is listening. No one is going to call you. No one talks to you. No one wants to be with you. Because you are a psycho. A person who does not have control over his own thoughts and runs away everything there is a problem. Why have you become so, let me help you. Let me come into further then now. First ask the question, who is yourself? and answer................................................ ¶ 9:14 PM
